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Things have been known to change since for ever but have you noticed the way things have been changing lately ? One moment you are on top of the world, next thing you know the ground dashes under your feet and you sit near the loneliest man on earth. Yesterday’s certainty is today’s uncertainty and you find yourself stuck in the void between the past and the present. The tiniest black hole that can “inhale” your whole world. Is it past, the mental place you’re living in now ? No. Is it he present ? Cerainly no. Then it must the future … Yet, it’s not.

Where to go ? What to do ?

Buddha says you’ve got all the answers but I swear as deeply as I would search for this aswer I won’t get anywhere. So … when it’s not inside you, it’s outside, but not around you, not at those like you. Look above and make a wish, let it be pure and have confidence. It will come. 

Some years ago, probably more than I think …. A man said ” One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple”. I found them. I find them every time I sit in front of my computer after a long time spent in my own company … And as time goes by I put those words on ” virtual paper” and they all become something. I haven’t been writing for long and I only do it when I feel it’s time for some things to come out and find their own peace on ” paper ” because they haven’t found it inside me. 

Right now I am going throught something that seems like the best strom ever. It’s like some things around me are falling apart and I have never been happier. Eckhart Tolle once said ” It’s not what happens to you, but the way you react to what happens” and I haven’t heard something so true in my whole life, such a short sentence has englobed all you need for a happy life. Funny, right ? When you think we are all wandering out there looking for some purpose, love or money, or God knows what to make us happy. 

That’s all for tonight. It’s not much and it ended pretty quickly but it’s what I needed to put out there.